Lessons from writing: I have a voice

I’m a quiet introvert.  I spent most of my life being submissive, avoiding conflict, and generally letting people steamroll over me.  Due to dealing with bullies for many years, I feared being friendless and rejected.  I rarely voiced my opinion, especially in situations where I knew someone would disagree with me.  If a “friend” spoke harshly or was even mean, I kept my thoughts and feelings private, pretending outwardly that I wasn’t bothered.

This started to change once I had a life-changing event take place in 2013.  I was riddled with anxiety due to yet another abusive friendship I found myself in.  That year I finally spoke my mind on the toxicity of the friendship dynamic.  Something which was completely foreign to me.  A year later I decided to publish my first book and start blogging.

Writing has opened a new window for me.  I feel more confident in what I have to say on a page and that has transitioned into my personal life as well.  I’m done being a doormat, and once I made that decision, people started to take notice.  Some were flabbergasted that I would dare to speak my mind.  Writing has shown me it’s okay to have an opinion or voice, even an unpopular one.  Everyone should be treated with kindness and respect, even if their behavior doesn’t warrant it.  However, that doesn’t mean, as I erroneously once thought, that we cannot or should not stand up for ourselves.  In fact, I would go so far as to say if a friend or family member doesn’t listen to your voice, especially if you are treated poorly or have an issue, then perhaps it is time to reevaluate the relationship.

If you are reading this I want to remind you that you have a voice.  You have a right to speak up for yourself, your beliefs, and to defend yourself.  Perhaps like me, you will find writing a means to empower you and your voice.

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